losingxcolor

Fri, 19 May 2006 22:18:13 GMT

ahhhh
i guess i need to update this
but im too lazy
my interent got cut off
my cable is about too
i work at walmart
with my mom
in the makeup
ahh haha

Sun, 12 Feb 2006 22:33:31 GMT

my mom is gay
i have to move in with one of my friends
im sick of planes
last night
freezer fest scarlet/fightpariseh/SCHOOLGIRLKNIFEFIGHT/foreverdiestonight/inthemidstofthebattle/Calico System

Thursday-ThroughTheEyesOftheDead/TheNumber12lookslikeu/edgien/someotherbandds

Wednesday-Gayyyy Chiodos/ArmorForSleep some other ones it was lame besides the fact that heather cought her hair on fire haha aw it was funny though

and
uh

my moms not gay im just mad/sad cause im going to miss her alot
and its going to be weird
not living with her
but heres some pics from last night after the show
we went to
IHOP

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Wed, 08 Feb 2006 06:46:30 GMT

ehhh

uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhgh

eww

aww

i found out my camera can do that shit ha

sad this is
there was alot more
ahhh
we got bored
ha

tomorrow
im moving back to nc :)
i got 3/4ths plugs today
havn't put them in yet :S
got my hair cut
ready to leave..

Thu, 26 Jan 2006 23:35:55 GMT

WTH
HAHA

Wed, 25 Jan 2006 06:28:01 GMT

i want to be home right now :(

i want to cut my hair

Sat, 21 Jan 2006 18:53:45 GMT

lol
likeeeeee

that way in the back
and in the front
like

lmao
who knows
maybe i'll get bored

ok i was jk

Wed, 18 Jan 2006 06:34:01 GMT

im not a whore
ahhaa
but
i am
movin back to nc
and i have
a beautiful
boyfriend
and best friend
that lives in southport
and im very happy
butt
i wish
i could take
some of my texas friends
lol
but
im vistin
durrin the summer
so whoknows
idk
u cant have both i know
i just confuse myself
and idk
im not cool enough ?
idk
ah
i dont make sense
and im like
happy but sad
cause
of crap
not
that
ah
nvm
im going to shut up
i love my friends
so there

Mon, 16 Jan 2006 01:08:05 GMT

i am a

WHORE!
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
rsigfrd
oh well

Mon, 09 Jan 2006 21:22:15 GMT

okkkk
so i guess i should update?
umm confusion
blahness
but anyways getting ahead of my self
hmm
last tuesday school started back up
i missed tuesday
then went wednesday
during first period they call me to the nurse and sayyyy
that i can't come back to school untill i get my last shot
which i had already tooken in NC
but w/e they lost my health records.
So i go home and sleep untill 5
then the next day i go to the docter and get that shot
for the SIXTH time
ah!
but w/e they were going to take my blood tooooo
but my arm was brused from them taking it two days ago
ahaha so the lady just looks for my blood that they had already tooken
so i didnt have to hace that happen again
it didn't really matter anyways.
thennnnnnnnnn
the next day i miss again just because i felt like blahness
so i didnt go one day
Fridayyyy
i spent the night at Mel's house
before that we went to Java Jazz
it was fun
i saw Luc that was crazy
then we went to Ihop
and i saw Taylor
that was funny
then
we went back to her house
and it was fun
Saturdayyyyy
we all went to the wooodlands mall
then later that night we went to that show at Rayford?
w/e
Andre......ah man he ahhhhh!
w/e it was really funny but embarassiing at the time lmao
im not making sense
but it doesnt matter!
then Mel Andre and myself went to Hooters ha
and
funny stuff
and twosteping in parking lots
wth
it was different
umm then i spent the night at mels house again
Sundayyy
we went to the mall
and met my mom
and i got a nose stud
i miss my nose ring
but i dont want one of thoses bigger ones that i see alot of people wearing
so
w/e i might have to wait till i go back to NC
confusion on that tooo
just a few things
but
i miss my lauren
and jason
and everyone
and all in all this weekend was alot of fun
:)
and im glad i met who i have friend wise

oh and today
Monday
i didn't go to school
i feel like
shit

Sun, 25 Dec 2005 22:16:29 GMT

Merry Christmasssss
day before christmas eve
fuel/school girl knife fight and dereks band

FIRST WHATA BURGER HAHA

christmas eve

Christmas

im rereading that book
haha

Fri, 02 Dec 2005 22:25:31 GMT

Christmas prade

wth hahah

things

Tue, 29 Nov 2005 01:19:01 GMT

are pretty shitty
fuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuc

lolzzzzzzz

Wed, 23 Nov 2005 21:01:54 GMT

ispentthenightattaylorshouse
it was kindof funny
but im not posting as many pics this/ time

hadontask

ewimweird

ew!

god///imnotevengoing there

ok so the day before taylors house me and beau hung out
we went to walmart
and he had theses big eskamo boots on
lmao it was so funny
then we went down town liberty haha which isnt much but the big cazebow
i cant spell at all
w/e we went there
it was so pretty! it had lights and etc etc
yea
then we walked around town at like 10 at night idk haha it was funny
we went to some church's playground and swung on the swings
then idk we went under some big light up christmas tree
it was crazy cause we spun around and i thought i was going to die just going in one circle
the lights
rjemsdkf
then we went to the high school the tennis court
someone was there so we went to the field and climbed up the bigggggggggggggggggggggggggggg marching band tower
where the band teacher goes to look
man it was so tall
like as tall as the school
yea but we went up there
and it was so cute
but yea
then we went down and on the fense there was theses paper cups that said welcome home
but we rearagged them
YES I KNOW I CANT SPELL AND I HAVE BAD GRAMMER
its not like anyone will even see this hahahahah

haha goodtimes
.:.EDIT.:.
OK IDC
I DONT EVEN LIKE ANYONEELSE
I DONTEVEN WANT ANYONEELSE
IJUSTWANTBRYCEBACK
IMINLOVEWITHHIM
AND I WANT TO BE WITH HIM BACK HOME
ILOVEHIMILOVEHIMILOVEHIM
:(

Mon, 21 Nov 2005 07:11:04 GMT

yea i know alot of pictures
thats mostly all i put on here
but i will write cause i have alot kindof

he put ketuponatapon

he was throwing it

man it was like the first day he let me take pictures of him hahah

1

2

3

4

:p

yea i know alot but it could of been more haha
http://photobucket.com/albums/y9/pointedtomy__HEART/Park/
i hate being single
blah

wooohoo tonight was fun

Sat, 19 Nov 2005 06:34:49 GMT

fuel
school girl knife fight
at all cost
etcetc
goodtimes

alotalot idk i posted them all haha

Wed, 16 Nov 2005 00:53:04 GMT

hes hot

i got a new kittten todayyyy

Mon, 07 Nov 2005 03:33:33 GMT

priness leia
hahahaha
its a Persian

shes 6 weeks
and shes soooooooooo soft
and she licks my face
ehijnasdf
ilher
but idk it makes me think of miss kittie some more :(
hfdkmh

ok since no one reads this but like two people once inawhile

Wed, 26 Oct 2005 03:10:50 GMT

im going to write things
that i havnt told anyone
lmao smart i know
I LIKE SOMEONE IN BAND
AH THERE
I SAID IT
AND I TOOK A PICTURE OF HIS BACK
AND HE DOESNT KNOW
LMAO
HOW LAMER CAN I GET
not much!-
uh
idk

so yea
and today we went to marching contest
and i met brock for the first time
and i have been talking to him for like a year! like before i moved to texas
hes school was playing at the same contest
it was cool
hes so sweet

but yea

we made a 2
which was really bull
we should of made a one deff
it looked really good to me
but yea
idk i think texas scoring is alot different then nc's
weird

idk
im sad marching band is over now
only like a few more games but no more contest
but yea
your not cool
unless your in marching band ;p
ahaha

this is what happens to tuba players THEY BREAK ONLY ONE NAIL UH

i look like a cubby ugly boy haha

aw ilher she looks so sad though haha

yay i got to see my old marching band friends in liberty

Mon, 17 Oct 2005 03:31:42 GMT

uh i feel so fucking mad/sad/fucking fucking fuckduxkfuckfuckfucklfuckfucklfuckfuckfidcrdmnjdjmsjs
GOD
i just feel like punching something
im so uh
idk
confused/pissed/mad
idkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk
im sad about/.......
mad my mom frustrating she doesnt fucking care
about anything
uihhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
god fucking sucks

Sat, 08 Oct 2005 04:36:14 GMT

so uh i went to the mall today
with this girl
shes pretty cool
i think me and bryce aren't doing to good
idk well i havn't seen him in a month and a half
so yea
idk
idk idk
what to say
i don't want to say something im going to regret
so yea
so many things have been going through my head
and im confused
but all i know
is
i reallllly dont like not having many friends
and moving so much
uh
idk
im going to a new school monday
its going to be lame
ha

Wed, 05 Oct 2005 01:35:03 GMT

uh
im fucking stupid
im sick of listening to my mom
and im sick of waiting for everything
i cant fucking listen to her
shes so fucking double minded
i hate it
i feel like hitting her in the face every fucking day
idk idk idk idkd idk idk idk idk idk idk
i swear if i hear that one more time
texas is growing on me
but i fucking hate liberty
i will never EVER go to that school again

Thu, 29 Sep 2005 22:58:31 GMT

dude
i miss bryce
like alot
but idk
i havn't talked to him in a long time
so w/e
i guess
idk
idk
well im ready to go back home so i can at least hang out with people i know and plus we getting a new house
watch my mom pick one in the ghetto
lmao which wouldnt be hard almost 75% of houston is ghetto
lmao
rkgflbvcx
idk
can you edit your live journal entries?
haha
nvm i'll never find out

Tue, 27 Sep 2005 19:06:35 GMT

well yea
i might start using this more often not so many people use it i guess
im still stuck in san antonio
i want to go backk
i met some cool people in crypress
and im ready to go to that new school in houston
i don't like liberty at alll
very lame
some alright shows coming
i might go see between the buried and me for the 3rd time lmao
idk
xanga is seeming more of a joke now
w/e
i don't really know what to write about . w/e
im going to stop now so i don't go on and on
i need to change that pictue its old!
ha

i miss my baby

Sun, 25 Sep 2005 15:31:25 GMT

yea
shes dead
and im so depressed
it feels like everything i was close to is now gone
and i want it back
i would do anything
:(
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Sun, 28 Aug 2005 02:57:13 GMT

uh yea
i havent updated in this thing in awhile
but anyways to sum it up
i moved to texas
houston area
schools pretty gay here
but now im moving again near san antiono
i just cant spell haha
but w/e
idc we r moving back in nc in jan
soo uh idk
w/e? ill see
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