my mom is gay i have to move in with one of my friends im sick of planes last night freezer fest scarlet/fightpariseh/SCHOOLGIRLKNIFEFIGHT/foreverdiestonight/inthemidstofthebattle/Calico System
Wednesday-Gayyyy Chiodos/ArmorForSleep some other ones it was lame besides the fact that heather cought her hair on fire haha aw it was funny though
and uh
my moms not gay im just mad/sad cause im going to miss her alot and its going to be weird not living with her but heres some pics from last night after the show we went to IHOP ]
im not a whore ahhaa but i am movin back to nc and i have a beautiful boyfriend and best friend that lives in southport and im very happy butt i wish i could take some of my texas friends lol but im vistin durrin the summer so whoknows idk u cant have both i know i just confuse myself and idk im not cool enough ? idk ah i dont make sense and im like happy but sad cause of crap not that ah nvm im going to shut up i love my friends so there
okkkk so i guess i should update? umm confusion blahness but anyways getting ahead of my self hmm last tuesday school started back up i missed tuesday then went wednesday during first period they call me to the nurse and sayyyy that i can't come back to school untill i get my last shot which i had already tooken in NC but w/e they lost my health records. So i go home and sleep untill 5 then the next day i go to the docter and get that shot for the SIXTH time ah! but w/e they were going to take my blood tooooo but my arm was brused from them taking it two days ago ahaha so the lady just looks for my blood that they had already tooken so i didnt have to hace that happen again it didn't really matter anyways. thennnnnnnnnn the next day i miss again just because i felt like blahness so i didnt go one day Fridayyyy i spent the night at Mel's house before that we went to Java Jazz it was fun i saw Luc that was crazy then we went to Ihop and i saw Taylor that was funny then we went back to her house and it was fun Saturdayyyyy we all went to the wooodlands mall then later that night we went to that show at Rayford? w/e Andre......ah man he ahhhhh! w/e it was really funny but embarassiing at the time lmao im not making sense but it doesnt matter! then Mel Andre and myself went to Hooters ha and funny stuff and twosteping in parking lots wth it was different umm then i spent the night at mels house again Sundayyy we went to the mall and met my mom and i got a nose stud i miss my nose ring but i dont want one of thoses bigger ones that i see alot of people wearing so w/e i might have to wait till i go back to NC confusion on that tooo just a few things but i miss my lauren and jason and everyone and all in all this weekend was alot of fun :) and im glad i met who i have friend wise
oh and today Monday i didn't go to school i feel like shit
ispentthenightattaylorshouse it was kindof funny but im not posting as many pics this/ time hadontask ewimweird ew! god///imnotevengoing there
ok so the day before taylors house me and beau hung out we went to walmart and he had theses big eskamo boots on lmao it was so funny then we went down town liberty haha which isnt much but the big cazebow i cant spell at all w/e we went there it was so pretty! it had lights and etc etc yea then we walked around town at like 10 at night idk haha it was funny we went to some church's playground and swung on the swings then idk we went under some big light up christmas tree it was crazy cause we spun around and i thought i was going to die just going in one circle the lights rjemsdkf then we went to the high school the tennis court someone was there so we went to the field and climbed up the bigggggggggggggggggggggggggggg marching band tower where the band teacher goes to look man it was so tall like as tall as the school yea but we went up there and it was so cute but yea then we went down and on the fense there was theses paper cups that said welcome home but we rearagged them YES I KNOW I CANT SPELL AND I HAVE BAD GRAMMER its not like anyone will even see this hahahahah haha goodtimes .:.EDIT.:. OK IDC I DONT EVEN LIKE ANYONEELSE I DONTEVEN WANT ANYONEELSE IJUSTWANTBRYCEBACK IMINLOVEWITHHIM AND I WANT TO BE WITH HIM BACK HOME ILOVEHIMILOVEHIMILOVEHIM :(
yea i know alot of pictures thats mostly all i put on here but i will write cause i have alot kindof he put ketuponatapon he was throwing it man it was like the first day he let me take pictures of him hahah 1 2 3 4 :p yea i know alot but it could of been more haha http://photobucket.com/albums/y9/pointedtomy__HEART/Park/ i hate being single blah
priness leia hahahaha its a Persian shes 6 weeks and shes soooooooooo soft and she licks my face ehijnasdf ilher but idk it makes me think of miss kittie some more :( hfdkmh
im going to write things that i havnt told anyone lmao smart i know I LIKE SOMEONE IN BAND AH THERE I SAID IT AND I TOOK A PICTURE OF HIS BACK AND HE DOESNT KNOW LMAO HOW LAMER CAN I GET not much!- uh idk so yea and today we went to marching contest and i met brock for the first time and i have been talking to him for like a year! like before i moved to texas hes school was playing at the same contest it was cool hes so sweet
but yea
we made a 2 which was really bull we should of made a one deff it looked really good to me but yea idk i think texas scoring is alot different then nc's weird
idk im sad marching band is over now only like a few more games but no more contest but yea your not cool unless your in marching band ;p ahaha this is what happens to tuba players THEY BREAK ONLY ONE NAIL UH i look like a cubby ugly boy haha aw ilher she looks so sad though haha yay i got to see my old marching band friends in liberty
uh i feel so fucking mad/sad/fucking fucking fuckduxkfuckfuckfucklfuckfucklfuckfuckfidcrdmnjdjmsjs GOD i just feel like punching something im so uh idk confused/pissed/mad idkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk im sad about/....... mad my mom frustrating she doesnt fucking care about anything uihhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh god fucking sucks
so uh i went to the mall today with this girl shes pretty cool i think me and bryce aren't doing to good idk well i havn't seen him in a month and a half so yea idk idk idk what to say i don't want to say something im going to regret so yea so many things have been going through my head and im confused but all i know is i reallllly dont like not having many friends and moving so much uh idk im going to a new school monday its going to be lame ha
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